PRAYASH

Life played very misty roles in my life as I was in XII when I started doing shows, events and my participation increased in such activities like singing, my concentration in studies kept on decreasing, I too was not tensed about my courier and was just doing what my heart was saying. My father and mother used to guiding me everyday, every time and was telling me the truth of the wild world and was telling you to build up on my own…but it was only my fault that I was unable to understand what they actually wanted to say to me. I was usually scolded in small-small things as my result was not too effective so that I may win their heart. I was left with no option so that I must convincer them with me, it was the time I was leading my life myself without any support from my home as well as other people, I just had belief in the GOD and keep on sharing all my problems with him.

I wanted to learn music but due to my family conditions I was not able to fulfill what I wanted. I was too fond of it that I started playing keyboard (Piano) without any guidance but I will give its credit to my God who was guiding as well as helping me how to strike the correct note and how to maintain flow in song. Many people asked me that from where do you take your music classes…?? And when I used to reply them that I have not taken any music classes… then their expressions were to be seen… I mean to say they all used to get a little shock and appreciated my confidence.

Each time I used to get a chance to explore my talent to the audience, I was usually appreciated by a huge round of applause and good comments by the respected judges.

My parents don’t like such kind of a participation as they had a strong belief that a good courier is made by leading a hard life and getting good marks, they usually did not supported me comparing the parents of other children’s in such activities. Every time I had to go alone in and event. When I used to go to give auditions, I might see other contestants with their parents supporting them every time, all others had reached their in the morning waiting outside the auditions centers for their turn, but I was even sometime stopped to give auditions or to participate in some events.

I was disappointed usually when I want to participate in some auditions to explore my talent but not had an chance to give because every auditions mostly charge 500 rupees, sometime I had to give false reasons to my friends and my teaches because of such reasons in my singing sometimes.